As 2009 closes, I gratefully close a painful chapter. In the past twelve months I have known happiness, togetherness, grief and despair. I have laughed, cried and grieved.
Each step I take seems to do nothing but take me further away from who I used to be.
As Rz and I grieve our most recent loss, I struggle to remind myself again of the Cross on that hill far away.
It is hard to keep the faith but that remains the only light in my darkness and I will walk towards it. Whether blindly or not so blindly. I will just walk forwards.
- 21 December 2009 2:53pm -
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